There usually aren't images, just a shower of emotions and feelings. Feelings of hopelessness or fear, feeling like there's no more happiness or that I've lost everything I've loved. Sometimes there are specific people that I feel like I've lost or certain things that I know are wrong, but I can never see anything. Sometimes I feel pain, physical pain. Or suffocations, like for some reason I can't breathe, sometimes I can feel something covering me and crushing me and no matter what I do I can't thrash enough to get it off.
Apparently this dream causes me to flinch and twitch a lot in my sleep, sometimes almost fall off my bed, I'm pretty sure I would have completely fallen off and about killed myself if Jimbo hadn't been there to keep me on a few times. I'm not sure what causes me to have these night mares, but I have them almost every single night. There really isn't anything in my life to make me feel the way that these dreams make me feel.
Hopefully they go away soon.
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