I Can Walk On Water, I Can Fly.

"I will never be afraid again, I will keep on fighting till the end. I can walk on water, I can fly. I will keep on fighting till I die..."

There have been a few instances in my life recently that have made me rethink some of my opinions... more like a lot of opinions... that I have about various things in my life. (How vague is that stated... sheesh.) Bottom line is I guess is that my outlook on some important things (or maybe not so important anymore, depends I guess) have changed to the point that I may be making a few semi-drastic changes. Should be fun.

I've always wondered why I was kind of afraid of being bold, being loud and proud. I'm afraid to go talk to people, I'm afraid of social gatherings at times. I'm not sure if it's right to call myself shy, maybe just reserved... but I have reason to believe that this is going to change. And I'm excited :)

Sucks that my bit of an epiphany is occurring right around new years, it makes it seem so fake. I swear that's not it, I haven't been watching enough tv or witnessing enough ads urging people to bring out the "new you!" Actually I think the trip that I took with the band recently is the reason this is all coming to me now. I had someone trying to convince me to break out of my shell a bit. Although I didn't shed the shell completely, I did make some significant cracks... and ended up having some of the best fun I've had in a very long time. I think it's about to do some serious damage to this shell of mine and make sure is obliterated ASAP.

I've needed some sort of an uplifter in my life for a long time. This should do the trick.